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I-I still haven't gotten past the "OH GOSH THIS IS EMBARRASSING WHAT AM I DOING" phase of RP-ing. Why. WHYYY. I can pretend to be perfectly okay mid-convo, but inside I'm just: THESE ARE PEOPLE. PEEEOOOPLE. THEY'RE JUDGING ME. DDDD8

Y'know. Typical Keyk stuff.

I don't know if RP-ing is good for me or not. I'll just retreat into my own stories in while I'm not on there. It scares the crud out of me, and yet I enjoy it, but, but...IT'S SCARY.

It's past 12:00 AM. Waah, sleep time.

Current Music: Sound Horizon/Yuki Kajiura - sand dream

I wonder if I'll EVER get used to weather in the SF Valley. GOSH. I'm either burning up or freezing my limbs off! Heater takes up gas, which is too expensive, and my fan often does not work, but when it does, it makes the most obnoxious creaking sound that I have ever heard, which is clearly very conducive to helping me sleep. Best lullaby ever.

Pfft, I almost forgot about the activity checks in Riv. OOPS. Glad I got it in before I was too late. My voice with the kid is so wibbly, but a friend complimented it anyway saying I got his personality down pretty well. Th-thanks, even if you never played his canon (no sarcasm this time!). My writing really sucks, and I am almost always tempted to delete and fix just about every third-person reply I make, even if it's just a small error. I may app a certain someone from Chevalier, especially if a friend of mine apps the Scarlet Pimpernel. French Revolution/pre-French Revolution spaz fest!........which will require history research on my part since I am now well-aware that history is not my forte. at all.

As much as I enjoy myself there, I am still a big people-coward.

And goshdarnit, it's cold.

Current Music: Aya - Over Night

Uggghhh....RPing is such a draining activity. I'll admit that I enjoyed myself though. I have to act wise because THAT'S THE KIND OF CHARACTER I APPED. DUDE WHAT. I guess the RPing made me feel less embarrassed from the more embarassing things that occurred today and the few days before. It keeps accumulating, and I want to smack myself so badly. but I haven't yet! Unless slapping myself counts, but that doesn't really hurt. It was fun, I enjoyed myself. I was just shoved into a large chatroom comprising of ten+ people. HAHAHAHA. Oy vey. Took me awhile to warm up to talking to that many people. For the most part I was going: AHHH PEOPLE RUUN. And warm welcomes actually intimidate me. I start thinking: OH GOSH I CAN'T LET THESE GUYS DOWN. Pffft, really. I'm so self conscious and quick to beat myself up for a small mistake, I don't know how I survive any social activity I engage in....hopefully the RP will help me break out of my shell a bit more. I hope it won't become a source of major procrastination though.

I have to sing my solo in practice tomorrow. Joy. And I have a quiz in PreCal that requires memorizing charts and crud on Wednesday, but I'd better start now. Uy. I wish I were more a visual learner.

I haven't felt this sleepy at 10:40 in a looooong time.

Current Music: Shoji Meguro - Lazy Detective Agency

HAHA, I'm so sucked into Le Chevalier d'Eon it's not even funny. I've missed stories like these. I find myself laughing out loud at some points though...pffft, that DRESS. This guy is barely even close to the real Chevalier d'Eon, but the same could go to Robespierre (I laughed when he appeared. SERIOUSLY?! That's THE Robespierre?!) and all the other historical figures they've stuffed in there. It kinda....makes me laugh in the same way Dynasty Warriors does. D'Eon still reminds me Ramza with Alma characteristics, siscon and all! While watching, I find myself randomly thinking, Man, these guys must REEK. BO or perfumes or whatever whatchamawhosits they've got, it must REEK really badly! I think my nose would die if I was there. It doesn't help that there's a cool kid in there either. Leavemebe.

Also made my first post at the RP. My friend wasn't kidding when she said she'd attack me with, what, nine of her muses? Gee-whiz. I was drained by the end of that one. N-now I have to find a job and lodging. Oh noes.

Also played Okami! AMAZIIIING. I still suck at these kinds of games, but it's so much fun! I never knew drawing a straight line could be so hard!...curse you, Wiimote. I had a lot of fun through the first, errr, two hours that I played? Nothing like biting chickens and people and cutting fruit and drawing suns. Yeeeep. That's the life. No really, it's amazing. T^T Thank you,

r4inbowvomit! I will listen to all of your orders because I am STILL IN SHOCK FROM THIS. REALLY.

Remember how I was complaining about APUSH tests? Now it's a paper and a stupid A.P. Bio project! Fun, fun, fun in the sun. Seriously. Best days of my life.

Current Music: Aya - Over Night

App accepted. NOW WHAT. Post? Third person? First person? What if I sound like crap, lose his voice and all? Oh man, these icons are soo bad. Worst of all: there's people here. PEOPLE.

Okay, why the heck are you getting so self conscious over this anyway? It's not like everyone expects you to be perfect on the first go or anything.

B-but--

No.

I'll be so slow!

So?

But what i--

HEY IT'S GOOD WRITING PRACTICE.

But what if I just ge--

Shut UP.

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My self is talking with my other self like this right now. I have full length conversations with myself just like this on a regular basis. Weird, huh? :)

Eghck......I am now officially part of the fandom RPing world. God help me.

I may as well. RP is over here:

rivelata. Posts made by me at this point in time: zilch!

.............
I just sent in my app for an RP yesterday after having a friend of mine pester me about it for so long (I still love you, Yumi).

Now I keep asking myself:

WHAT DID YOU JUST DO?
WHAT DID YOU JUST DO?!
WHAT DID YOU JUUUUST DOOO?!

I hope I can do the character justice. That is, if the app gets accepted in the first place. =__=;; I mean, RPing original characters in your own setting with people you know is one thing, but this.

THIS.

WHATDIDIJUSTDO.

Welp, back to real work now. I missed a few parts in Prop 10 that do make me uncomfortable, but HEY that's what attempting to become more politically involved is all about: making mistakes and feeling stupid and all that jazz (I hope). YAY for class discussions.

I have some irl friends who I never knew were on LJ who are trying to get me to join

rivelata. I kinda want to, but I'm a bit too scared to. Roleplaying is great fun and all, but I've never tried a multi-fandom RP. I have some ideas about who I may want to app, but. but. I have all of these whatifiaccidentlygetoutofcharacter and whatifican'tkeepupwithit? and maniactuallyhavetopost?D: Err. Uhhh. =_=; I think I'll refamiliarize myself with the character's canon first as an extra cushion or something. I'll probably join eventually. >_>;;

Let's divide this by topic, shall we?

( Violin lesson from today )
( oc roleplay )

CONCLUSION THAT WOULD BE TERRIBLE IF THIS WERE AN ESSAY BECAUSE IT DOESN'T CONCLUDE ANYTHING AT ALL:
I want to draw, but again, I have massive amounts of schoolwork for the week and this weekend. I think I'll distract myself until lunch.

I've also learned that I may as well go into the medical field. I'll probably pursue my interests as a side thing since most of my interests don't have jobs I'd really enjoy. I do like cells though, so maybe hematology? I'd go into the same job as my parents, which doesn't sound TOO bad....as long as I'm not the one drawing the blood. HAHA, O-CHEM OH GOSH I'LL DIE. |D

Current Music: Shikata Akiko - Umineko no Naku Koro Ni

Hahaha, the more I RP my OCs, the more I learn just HOW MESSED UP I'VE MADE THEM. Dusk, enjoy yourself in non-messed-up land.....even though you still ARE in a way. If they're not messed up, they do get messed up eventually. That's not Dusk's case, but, uh....still. XDD;; He's the most NON-messed up one there. I.....didn't notice how messed up they were from snapping ,going insane, etc. Then I take another look at their backstories, and then I go, WOW, they ARE messed up. D: I-is anyone interested in our original character RP? It's not a make-an-original-character roleplaying game, but using characters from your story for the sake of seeing them in a group of unusual people and....this RP is kinda on crack. T_T; Mainly because I'm the one who has to plan random events and effects on the spot. I think....I'm kinda the mod...? I also loaded the thing with my own characters since....this RP....doesn't move much without them. @_@;;;

I also have a tendency to break into philosophical arguments. That's my fault entirely. The way I know my characters is by knowing how they see life, what their mentality is....so those arguments really help. XD;; I also have a lot of "this is what I think and I'm not afraid to say it" people. I'll do my best to limit it, since they actually DON'T break into random life talks in their canon. YEAH. So right now all of the characters have been swallowed by the BIG SHADOW MONSTER. Previous events include dying and being reborn as a child, dungeons with walls made of zombie trees, being subdued by zombie trees, being attacked by shadow people, having the world flooded by

pompi's character Enki, having kid!Mirror turn the sea into blood (sadist, that she is >_>;), world sap possessing characters, and...more. Anyone who joins technically has the same amount of power as me in creating random whacky, crack-y moments, but...I seem to be the only one using it right now. orz; So here's the RP ad.

EDIT: GUESS I FORGOT THE LINK, HAHA. HAHAHA, CLICK HERE. If you want to just watch, that's fine, too. :);;;

Lookie here, it's past 1:00, and I have school tomorrow~ Oh, my sleeping schedule, woe is you.

I've finished coloring all of FFT!....or so I thought, but then I found out I missed the Ch1 Ramza. orz;; I liked how that one turned out, too! I've two Links and one Marth to go. My sis and bro were complaining that I spend too much time coloring (it's all subtle and crud XD;;) and that my chibi people are

TOO PROPORTIONAL. O____O;;

N-no use worrying about it now though.....what if they're not cute at ALL?! DDDX *dies inside* D-darn it, I'm getting paranoid again. DD8 I have more stuff to draw, too, but I don't have big a deadline to worry about~...I will try to keep things cute. T_T;;;

I..........should sleep before I feel like falling asleep in dance class. DX;
I have to worry about cutting and stuff, too, don't I? Note to self: bring a pair of scissors that you're sister hasn't stolen from you yet.

Oh, and uhh, by the way, there's an original character roleplay going on at

pompi's oekaki board on her website, mushpatch~ If you know her, ask her for the password, and you can join! Or you can watch us all embarrass ourselves. 8D; It's mostly for understanding how your character's work....no, scratch that. It's MOSTLY FOR FUN. D: (What happened to sleep, Keyk?)

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