p u s i l l a n i m o u s

This ended up so much longer than it was supposed to be. The whole thing is different from expected. Oh well!

( An amalgam of thoughts--whose? )

Since I'm so uninspired by art, I decided to make something based off one of the most boring art style ever. Certainly, the art of the time was exquisite--beautiful; certainly there were artists of note; certainly, it was a movement that forever changed the face of art; and yet, the art of the era fails to woo me in.

Granted, idealized romanticized anything more often than not fails to capture my attention--unless they happen to be intimidating sculptures ogling you from majesties above--THEN classic art is riveting. Yes, the art movement of the Renaissance...

Pft. Naah, I'm just toying with you. I'm no art history freak. I really don't know. The painting's actually a baroque painting, not Renaissance. In general though, art from the Renaissance to the Classicist period is just not to my tastes. Again, minus sculptures of the time, but honestly, I prefer the finely sculpted patterns of the baroque era. Whatever you naysayers. Oh, and dare I say I like modern art? Postmodern art not so much. BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHGUFFAW.

Back to this piece of work which I've bloated beyond proportion with an out of place overly dramatic introduction--it's nowhere near done even--WELL! It's a WIP (more like my digital workspace actually...) and it is not worth any hype whatsoever. Nonetheless, I'm posting it since I'm using it as an attempt to destresslol get myself drawing again. Such a landmark (not). At least you get to admire their baldness. And nakedness, naughty naughty (no it is not naughty I swear/am sorry but I can't help myself sometimes please excuse my oddities).

( Cut the crap and get on with it. )

But my "few", if you were kind enough to give it to me, is not yet over. Because Sherlock 2010 and my quickly dwindling stock of Agatha Christie books are glorious.
And TIME!

( Dusk emotes. )
I didn't do this to improve so much as hey I feel like drawing Dusk today (like I tend to). Dusk's emotions I've got down pretty well. That's not to say I drew it well though, hahaha. Quickly done because I am sooo uninspired. orz.

I FINISHED THE SEVEN PAGE PAPER YESSSSS. Now to proofread the ugly beast. :/ I then have to tackle my pre-orientation homework whose next step requires me tooo....study precal math. Even though I passed AP Calc, hahahaha, fun. D| I did better in calc than almost every math I had before it minus Hon. Geometry and Algebra I. Watch me do terribly on this. OTL;;

My fingers feel so cold they're hard to move. DX I'm sensitive to the cold, it seems.

I typed a buttload up for Yumble about Counterpoint. Dang, I really do have a lot of characters. Hahaha, well, LA's populated! And it's not like each of them has to spew their life stories at you. I guess it's more...helpful with the bit they'll say? Like how an actor works! Tone and posture and whatnot. Things like that.

I need to sleep. I hate insomnia, why won't it go awaaaaayyyyy.

Tetris wins another one!
Fascinating! But psychology's still too young, so substantial proof's hard to come by. :(

Oh, and, and.

Bill Nye will always, ALWAYS be my hero. We need to CHANGE THE WORRRRLLDDD.
Hello, engineering! Shall we walk to my inevitable doom? 8DDD aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

DISTRACTIONS: Sherlock 2010!
OHBOYOHBOYOHBOYOHBOOYYYY. Keep cool, PBS.

George Kamitani of Vanillaware interview.

Aaahh, this just reminds me how much I want our Yumble! to be successful. I've wanted SoG to become a super cool strategy game, but not as linear as most strategy games I've played and way better than Hoshigami in regards to that non-linear aspect.

( this is really long sorry )

I have not gotten a reply from the person who can help me with my CS major switch. Ugh, I just hope I can do it. My math SAT scores are pretty awful, but but...a 4 on the AP Calc test should help, right??? S-SOBBB. I ONLY WISH I WAS SUPER BRIGHT TYPICAL ASIAN WORKAHOLIC ITALLMAKESSENSENOW FREAK UGGHH. I don't even get computer hardware or software that well. OTL whatdoyouMEANI'mignoringmyphilosohpyhomeworkandtest?!?!

Blood made from skin!
DUDE. DUUUUDDDEE.

Syents is awwsum.
......
I am such a spammer, I'm sorry. But seriously! It's cool! D:

For some reason, I'm really missing CiNG's games. Ugh, Europe beats us in CiNg games.

Sometimes I think I can feel like crap on request at the drop of a hat. I'm awfully good at it. :|b

The story and character roles for the Counterpoint still needs loooots of tweaking (and having my sister setting her characters down a bit more, which I think involves waiting for them to age and grow), but it's a project I have no plans on dropping. A good chunk of the reason why I'm attempting to join the engineering department. So have them and a bunch of words. No two characters (minus Mr. DID Isaac with the equilibrium sign) are the same here.

( 1936 brouhaha!!! )

I can only manage dumps right now. UGH, creativity, wherefore art thou not here?

CUTEST FROG EVER.
"Nooo! Noo! Nooo!"

( Ck-click! Buh-bye. )

I want Metropolis (the animation, lulz) on blu-ray. Still one of my favorite movies ever.

( Lying without thinking about it? )

I nicked my paper! I guess that counts.
Awesome song I'm listening to.
And I can't help but love this song.