p u s i l l a n i m o u s

Kind of productive.

Except I did chores instead of my paper.

....oops?

( Why doesn't anyone understand my...MY PAIN?! -comiiic- )

I have a test later today that I haven't properly studied for and a paper I wish I had the energy to mutilate more, so right now I'm trying to make myself sane again, and laughing is proving to be good medicine!

So have some awesome comics.
Maybe you've heard of them.

http://nedroid.com/
Beartato! Harrison! Reginald! It's amazing.

http://www.johnnywander.com/
The most amazing series of life comics I've read.

I also drew a little, but, ugh, I now remember that I only ever update DT when I'm uninspired. Needless to say, I'd rather not post 'em. :V COMICS ARE BETTER. I know there's a webcomic out there that's stuffed with nerdy physics and math jokes. Maybe I'll look it up if I do get into engineering.

WHAT ARE THESE SOCIAL CUES.

I'm so awkward it's amazing I ever lived this long. 8I Where did the people who actually find me funny go?! I'm so docile and derpy it's grooossss. It doesn't help that they're all pro and working and PROPER ADULTS omg.

I know the Artist Alley salesman-y extraverted-ish me is in me somewhere!!! Yeah. Somewhere. I. I don't even. ANYWAY. Sawed away on the violin and banged (not really) on the piano to vent somehow. Yarr.

( Dale says hi! )

I'm soooooo punny, I know.

( No motivation to make anything super spiffers )

I actually like SoG's melodrama though even if I crack up at it. It's so much fun to wriiite.

Holy crap, numbers plus letters and weird signs and Greek variables, FINE, I get it (after many hours). But numbers and movements? My head is swimming! @__@ But my head has been swimming for weeks now.

Speaking of swimming, the last time I did, I felt like puking. T>T

Ok, yeah, replacing last post. :S Wednesdays are nightmarish as always, but dagnabbit, I'm SORE RIGHT NOW. Also feet blisters. I think I'm DOING IT WRONG (this is of no surprise to anyone). Fridays somewhat nightmarish but not to the extent that Wednesday is. Meowmeowmeowmooooooo. By the way, I sweat like a pig. It's disgusting. Dang sweat glands. In other news, yay, new school president!

....And I still haven't practiced "Ave Maria" properly. orz; DANG MIDI ACCOMPANIMENT. Time to shift gears to ARM POWER to looseygooseywhoooowrists SKILL POWER. Perpendicular bow HERPDERP. I never thought that degrees would bite me so dang hard after basic gemometry. GIVE ME BACK MY RADIANS AND PAPERWORK.

My mood inexplicably nosedived today! Sometimes I wonder if I'm bipolar. Dude. Tried to draw it off.

( Oh my )

Raine and Syluran! The twerpy twins! With awful embroidery by yours truly! SoG is so melodramatic, and I've finally finished a picture depicting one of those melodramatic scenes. Since SoG is filled with scenes like these, I don't think it's too spoilery to post a couple of said scenes! And these two are amazingly dramatic. I love them. |D

This used to have some strange contrived backstory to it until I started to change things around. Once I accidentally stole Soren's story for Syluran. It was entirely unintentional (I didn't even know Soren's story when I made it), even though I took aspects of Soren's design for him, but their pasts were so disgustingly similar I had to rewrite him. So he's less Soren-y, but some remnants of that old backstory still exist.

So right now this scene is in limbo, but I plan to reconnect it to the story again once I fix Raine's motivations. This is a good step forward on the path to tick Syluran the heck off. Or kill him. :|b

The color contrast should really be higher, ugh.

I have shinkendo again tomorrow, but my outlook has not changed from before.　私はしんけんどうができません。

I'm considering starting CF once again. I always say it'll come soon, and I actually do start drawing it every time I say I will. I just always become too dissatisfied with it over time to continue and decide to restart it for when I get better. I promised myself to not put it online until I get a whole chapter done because no one likes reading a mere handful of pages of an up and coming graphic novel. That's also why you've never gotten a good look at my pages.

( WIP-possible CF cover page )
Yep.

I'll be perfectly honest and say that I am absolutely terrified. Even moreso of showing it.

( we haven't seen Corey in awhile )

Coolios!

Now have something less embarrassing because it's abstract. Exciting.

( Monochrome is easier than color )

I coded more dialog boxes and formulas today. I also learned that my math is really rusty.

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/earth/wildlife/8015354/Sharks-photographed-eating-a-whale.html
Sharks are SO cute. When you don't think of the visuals of how they eat. :|

There was some mysterious sticky stuff on the box of tofu I have, and now it's all over me. It kind of reeks. :S Whatever I made is kind of a mess, but it's tolerable taste-wise, sooooo that'll be my meals for the next few days.

In other news, I want my motivation back, brain.

And for some reason, my pants keep falling off when I walk and now I fit into my brother's small belts, which I will now have to use to keep said pants on. I don't know why this is happening.

And pleco is back to pooping unnatural stringy stuff. :( I don't know what to do beyond my last treatment. I'd clean the tank if I didn't have cuts on my hands. I think something bit me on my hand, too, argh!