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Sep. 13th, 2009 11:44 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
keykUhh...wow. Way to go, HIMEKA!
I must say, I-I'm kind of jealous. XD I must also say that her singing is pretty good; no note feels like it wasn't fleshed out to my full potential (although I'm judging by, what, ONE SONG here?). :D
Haha, maybe I SHOULD join AX Idol (m-maybe not, my singing really isn't that great; I need to listen to myself more and fix those weird...things in my voice that no one ever tells me about for some reason. Q_Q; I-it's really there, I swear.). Following dreams is something I really wish I believed in (I always feel that everyone else is very much capable of doing it, but when I think of myself, erm.). I never think I'm capable of making it because I'm just not strong enough. So I tend to not follow up on my dreams...and I have plenty--too much for a lifetime (at least for mine since I'm almost 100% sure I'm going to have a short one...which is bad, according to that thing where if you say it will happen it will? Whatever that was--anyhoo, enough of my parenthetical addendums--). Singing, playing the violin, voice acting, drawing, being able to explore, writing stories and fleshing them out, finishing a comic, making a video game I can call my own. I wish I could just do them and do them well. I'm too sensitive and prone to calling it quits too early, and though I tend to pick it up again somewhere along the line, the interval between quitting and picking it up again just feels too long for me. Too much time wasted. All of the aforementioned things...I've started or done something concerning them, but haven't gone much farther in terms of actually attaining my goals. It sucks how much money would be needed for me to fully invest myself in these activities though. I just want to have something to be proud of...and hopefully I can build off of that one thing and find the energy to do more. I'm not even emo-ing right now, so why is this what I'm spouting off. D: Am I depressing or what.
That aside, HIMEKA is really inspiring. :) I'm really excited to hear what ED Tegami Bachi will have! It's adorable how she read all seven volumes because of it, haha!
I must say, I-I'm kind of jealous. XD I must also say that her singing is pretty good; no note feels like it wasn't fleshed out to my full potential (although I'm judging by, what, ONE SONG here?). :D
Haha, maybe I SHOULD join AX Idol (m-maybe not, my singing really isn't that great; I need to listen to myself more and fix those weird...things in my voice that no one ever tells me about for some reason. Q_Q; I-it's really there, I swear.). Following dreams is something I really wish I believed in (I always feel that everyone else is very much capable of doing it, but when I think of myself, erm.). I never think I'm capable of making it because I'm just not strong enough. So I tend to not follow up on my dreams...and I have plenty--too much for a lifetime (at least for mine since I'm almost 100% sure I'm going to have a short one...which is bad, according to that thing where if you say it will happen it will? Whatever that was--anyhoo, enough of my parenthetical addendums--). Singing, playing the violin, voice acting, drawing, being able to explore, writing stories and fleshing them out, finishing a comic, making a video game I can call my own. I wish I could just do them and do them well. I'm too sensitive and prone to calling it quits too early, and though I tend to pick it up again somewhere along the line, the interval between quitting and picking it up again just feels too long for me. Too much time wasted. All of the aforementioned things...I've started or done something concerning them, but haven't gone much farther in terms of actually attaining my goals. It sucks how much money would be needed for me to fully invest myself in these activities though. I just want to have something to be proud of...and hopefully I can build off of that one thing and find the energy to do more. I'm not even emo-ing right now, so why is this what I'm spouting off. D: Am I depressing or what.
That aside, HIMEKA is really inspiring. :) I'm really excited to hear what ED Tegami Bachi will have! It's adorable how she read all seven volumes because of it, haha!
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Date: 2009-09-15 02:38 am (UTC)I want to hear you sing! X3
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Date: 2009-10-03 10:36 pm (UTC)I-I'll post some of my singing one day, when I feel more comfortable about my voice! Thanks!