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Whoo, insomnia, yeeeaaaahhh. I'm pretty sure it's from the all dreaded females before that thing starts stuff. Good grief. I swear I have the worst cases of PMS among those people I hang out with. Mood dropping far down for no apparent reason, really bad insomnia, heightened frequency of headaches,really bad hunger pangs (hard since I'm a vegetarian now; there's a big lack of food)--I may not have the worst cramps there are, but PMS SUCKS.

...and now I'm looking things up on PMS and PMDD. Which I shouldn't be. It's almost 2:00 AM.

Just before this, I was reading up on copyright laws. It was fairly distracting and interesting even though I was surprisingly aware (considering I normally am not saddaysadday) of most of what I'd read up on. I kept it up for several hours. Wow.

Before that, I watched my sis finish Ape Escape 3 (SPEECTARRRR), finished K-ON with sibs (I...I really liked it), knitted (I made my stitches too tight while using really crummy yarn, so it was really hard), attempted to animate (note the first word of this phrase), and now I'm drawing.

Ahh, say, does this mean I have PMDD rather than PMS?
.......oh, darn, it looks like I do. Gah, wait, what am I doing diagnosing myself at a time like this?!

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[jamuko.livejournal.com]

I feel you on the PMS. >o< I get it really weird too, like (sorry if this is TMI) it's rather irregular and my cycle is abnormally long, and sometimes I'll get the PMS symptoms and it'll seem like it'll start any day now, and then it's weeks before it actually comes. (I'm waiting on it now, actually >.< )

As annoying as it is though, I seem to get interested by it also for some sick reason XD and I look stuff up about it too. It started I guess just from trying to find tips and ways to stop the pain when it gets really bad, but then I just get overall fascinated with the weirdness of it all.

Do you sometimes get that weird thing where something will make you want to cry for some reason and you can't really put your finger on it? Or maybe you can, but it's something you would have been able to deal with without coming anywhere close to crying any other time? Sometimes it doesn't even make any sense, like I'll hear a song that isn't even sad and it'll make me cry, or looking at the sky or something. I might have PMDD too, especially since my cramps are often quite horrible, but I've never been to a gynocologist and I'm scared ._. I really should go though..

As for food, can you still eat "animal products" that aren't meats, like milk/cheese products and stuff with gelatin? I find that PB&Js are good and easy ways to satisfy hunger and they just sit well in my tummy. If you keep a good stock of those materials then it's quick and easy to make one and eat it whenever you want. :3 (I think we talked about this recently, actually.. XD ) Peanut butter is good protein too, which is especially good if you're not eating meats!

Copyright laws are kinda interesting to me if they involve fanart and that kind of thing, but anything else, dunno. XD I'm also a bit interested in uhh.. well, this might sound weird, but laws on like.. lolicon and stuff ^^;; I dunno, I find it kinda stupid that people group together drawn pictures with actual CP which is wrong. I remember some headline where someone said "victims don't have to exist" which sounds silly to me. XD It just seems like unfair censorship and restriction of freedom of speech to make "underage" doujins illegal when it's completely made up and nobody was harmed or will be harmed because of it (not to mention that there's not even a real way to tell an anime character's age a lot of times, because they often look rather young just because of the style, and since they don't really exist, they can't have a real age).

I dunno, I've always kinda been interested in strange things like how our country is perfectly fine with anything violent or horrific in the media (for the most part) but uhh.. "adult" things are treated entirely differently. I find it interesting since they should both be the same in terms of how you need to be mature enough to separate fiction from reality, and it seems like people understand that concept when it comes to violence, but for adult stuff it's like WHOA WHOA WHOA THIS IS WRONG! I mean.. it's not like I wanna see it everywhere either, but.. I dunno XD I guess the logic just doesn't make sense to me.

We probably only feel that way because that's the way we were raised to view it and expect in this country. If you detach yourself from what we're accustomed to and look at the facts of each of those things, violence should really be worse, since violence is out of hate and only brings harm and kills people, while adult stuff is supposed to be a thing out of love, and is a natural thing to advance the human race. They both can have huge consequences of course, but the way we view it just seems a little backwards. Again, I'm not really complaining about it and I feel just fine the way it is for the most part, I just find it odd when I sit and think about it XD I just dunno! TAT

Geez, I really have a habit of rambling to you, don't I? ^^;; I'm sorry. @_@;