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Jan. 12th, 2009 06:23 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
keykBirthday was yesterday.
But it's weird. I've been so stressed out lately that I actually wanted other people to tell me "happy birthday." Usually I don't want to hear it since I think of it as just another ordinary day, but only one person outside of the family I have at home told me "happy birthday." This is excluding facebook, which just tells EVERYONE when my b-day is, and isn't a networking place I frequent. I was actually REALLY happy when a few of my friends came up and told me, "Happy belated birthday!".....which is just weird. I am very amused by the mass of people I don't know who left a "happy birthday" on dA though. XDD Lol, where'd you come from? It's really nice of them though.
But that's just selfish of me. People are busy, finals are soon for the people at school, and the family as a whole is still not in the greatest condition, and I hold no hard feelings toward the people who forgot at all! I just feel really gloomy after hearing several teachers go "You guys did well!" and seeing my, crappy, grade especially after trying hard. I don't like hearing sympathetic "Aw"'s all that much either. I guess I just wanted some comfort.
I oughta study now. Two finals a day, and OF COURSE the worst ones are FIRST AND TOGETHER and gee, I feel sick today. God help me. TDT
BTW. P4 HASN'T LOST IT'S AWESOMENESS TO ME. I ACTUALLY WANT TO PLAY EVEN AFTER WATCHING MOST OF THE STORY FROM MY SIS. Y-YOSUKE. <33 A-and Naoto's floppy sleeves. XDD;;;
But it's weird. I've been so stressed out lately that I actually wanted other people to tell me "happy birthday." Usually I don't want to hear it since I think of it as just another ordinary day, but only one person outside of the family I have at home told me "happy birthday." This is excluding facebook, which just tells EVERYONE when my b-day is, and isn't a networking place I frequent. I was actually REALLY happy when a few of my friends came up and told me, "Happy belated birthday!".....which is just weird. I am very amused by the mass of people I don't know who left a "happy birthday" on dA though. XDD Lol, where'd you come from? It's really nice of them though.
But that's just selfish of me. People are busy, finals are soon for the people at school, and the family as a whole is still not in the greatest condition, and I hold no hard feelings toward the people who forgot at all! I just feel really gloomy after hearing several teachers go "You guys did well!" and seeing my, crappy, grade especially after trying hard. I don't like hearing sympathetic "Aw"'s all that much either. I guess I just wanted some comfort.
I oughta study now. Two finals a day, and OF COURSE the worst ones are FIRST AND TOGETHER and gee, I feel sick today. God help me. TDT
BTW. P4 HASN'T LOST IT'S AWESOMENESS TO ME. I ACTUALLY WANT TO PLAY EVEN AFTER WATCHING MOST OF THE STORY FROM MY SIS. Y-YOSUKE. <33 A-and Naoto's floppy sleeves. XDD;;;
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Date: 2009-01-13 03:05 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-01-21 07:23 am (UTC)I love how late this reply is. >_>;;Yep. Thanks a bunch! :) Late or not, it still makes me happy.
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Date: 2009-01-13 04:24 am (UTC)And it's natural that you'd want a bit of positive reinforcement when you're under stress...
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Date: 2009-01-21 07:25 am (UTC)Oh, no, it's fine! :)
I suppose so, but it feels so different from all the other years...
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Date: 2009-01-13 12:42 pm (UTC)HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY~~~~~ I'm sorry I mistaken it~ ; ^ ; OTL *GIVES YOU A GIANT HUG* And.. since I thought yours is tomorrow I took my time on that something I meant to give you @@
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Date: 2009-01-21 07:27 am (UTC): ) Thanks a lot!
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You don't need to give me anything! @o@;; I feel bad because I almost never complete birthday presents on time. ~_~;; B-but if you've already worked on it, I guess it'd be ruder of me to tell you not to. So thanks again. *__*;;; *hugs back*