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Jun. 23rd, 2006 04:54 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
keykOh, how my mom annoys me...:P
The way she continually points out things and assumes things just really annoys me.~_~; And then my dad sides with her.
I'm not sure is this is just the adolescent stage in which you just beg for independence or if I am just seriously annoyed at her.>_>;;
I don't think my being annoyed is justified, but I still get annoyed. These times are what make me want my own room.>_<
I never had a good relationship with my mother in the first place. Her terrible hearing...she's deaf in one ear and her other ear is almost at that stage. That just makes it really difficult to communicate.@_@;
The things she complains about...I've just lost care. I don't care about my ears, the internet, carpal tunnel, how she hangs out with her "friends"(they sure don't seem much like friends), my previous classmates, smiling, violence, or any of it. Especially the smiling part.
"Your smile is so expensive~" ...that just makes me frown all the more. If only she understood us more. Maybe I wouldn't have minded as much if she wasn't at work all the time during my childhood. The only thing I remember from when I was a child was seeing her open the door, come in, and watch soap operas.
I hate how she's like, Oh, you don't like it. I'm not going to give it you anymore, just beacause we don't touch something or eat something for a little while. Sure, this is pretty minor, but her assumptions ...~_~;
"You should talk to everyone at school!!" Hahahaa...yeah, right.:P The classmates I had back in my previous school(I finally graduated...FINALLY) never really cared for me. I was their know-it-all tool. I can copy from her. I can take this from her...that was pretty much the overall vibe I got from a good chunk of them. I don't want to talk to them. I spent about six good years trying to talk to them...did that do any good? No. They just found me all the more usable.
Now that I think about it, being a loner wasn't so bad after all.:P
Stop doing this...stop doing that...do I ever do anything right? Of course, she also gets mad at me for talking to people online. Sure the online world is dangerous...so what? It's not like I'm hanging around pedophiles. She may as well have dragged me from my previous school due to the large amount pedophiles who lived right next door.
I hate thinking that I'm "too young" to do lots of things. But she continually pesters me about my age. I hate my age.:P Even though many people would love to be my age, I seriously dislike it. My sister and brother may move out and leave me all alone with my parents sometime in the future. I doubt I'll enjoy that. *sigh*
My mom thinks she knows us very well. Which of course, in fact, she knows very, very little.
She makes up who are friends are because she sees us talk to them ONCE...or because we mention them ONCE. This annoys me somehow as well. I don't remember the last time I enjoyed something she said.~_~;
Maybe I'm just a brat, I don't know. I just wish she'd leave me alone.>_>;
The way she continually points out things and assumes things just really annoys me.~_~; And then my dad sides with her.
I'm not sure is this is just the adolescent stage in which you just beg for independence or if I am just seriously annoyed at her.>_>;;
I don't think my being annoyed is justified, but I still get annoyed. These times are what make me want my own room.>_<
I never had a good relationship with my mother in the first place. Her terrible hearing...she's deaf in one ear and her other ear is almost at that stage. That just makes it really difficult to communicate.@_@;
The things she complains about...I've just lost care. I don't care about my ears, the internet, carpal tunnel, how she hangs out with her "friends"(they sure don't seem much like friends), my previous classmates, smiling, violence, or any of it. Especially the smiling part.
"Your smile is so expensive~" ...that just makes me frown all the more. If only she understood us more. Maybe I wouldn't have minded as much if she wasn't at work all the time during my childhood. The only thing I remember from when I was a child was seeing her open the door, come in, and watch soap operas.
I hate how she's like, Oh, you don't like it. I'm not going to give it you anymore, just beacause we don't touch something or eat something for a little while. Sure, this is pretty minor, but her assumptions ...~_~;
"You should talk to everyone at school!!" Hahahaa...yeah, right.:P The classmates I had back in my previous school(I finally graduated...FINALLY) never really cared for me. I was their know-it-all tool. I can copy from her. I can take this from her...that was pretty much the overall vibe I got from a good chunk of them. I don't want to talk to them. I spent about six good years trying to talk to them...did that do any good? No. They just found me all the more usable.
Now that I think about it, being a loner wasn't so bad after all.:P
Stop doing this...stop doing that...do I ever do anything right? Of course, she also gets mad at me for talking to people online. Sure the online world is dangerous...so what? It's not like I'm hanging around pedophiles. She may as well have dragged me from my previous school due to the large amount pedophiles who lived right next door.
I hate thinking that I'm "too young" to do lots of things. But she continually pesters me about my age. I hate my age.:P Even though many people would love to be my age, I seriously dislike it. My sister and brother may move out and leave me all alone with my parents sometime in the future. I doubt I'll enjoy that. *sigh*
My mom thinks she knows us very well. Which of course, in fact, she knows very, very little.
She makes up who are friends are because she sees us talk to them ONCE...or because we mention them ONCE. This annoys me somehow as well. I don't remember the last time I enjoyed something she said.~_~;
Maybe I'm just a brat, I don't know. I just wish she'd leave me alone.>_>;
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Date: 2006-06-24 03:20 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-06-25 04:25 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-06-24 03:44 am (UTC)Try to take her aside, just talk, don't raise voices and tell her how you feel. She doesn't have to agree, just tell her you want her to listen so she knows how you feel or think.
At least that's my opinion. Just don't end up like me! XD bwahahahaha!
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Date: 2006-06-25 04:24 am (UTC)I would love to use your idea.:D; But her near deafness will probably be difficult to go around.^^;
Of course the larger problem is my getting the courage to do so.8D *is such a coward*
But, anyway, thanks for the idea~8D Hopefully I'll one day get the courage to do so~x3