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HAHA. WELL.
I've just screwed myself over by joining the play. I love how she specifically told the other teachers no to allow any extensions, but schools have to be strict on time and all (stupid time). I love how practice lasts from 3:00 to 6:00 PM on normal days and 5:00 to 10:30 PM (aksfaasafd';sadk) during Tech week. And she specifically stated that ensemble would be the most busy. I happen to be a part of that. Holy frickin' son of a cheese (oh, shush.)

I am nowhere near finishing my 600 pages quota along with the interviews to prove I've read the book, I have to type up a bunch of paragraphs and various essays Robert Frost's poems as well as his life while getting proper resources, and since I got a C on my essay I still need time to improve and practice, blah blah blah. :\ I regret taking honors classes sometimes. It takes me awhile to actually think through subjects such as chemistry, history, and math (DD: MATH.) so that I know I understand them. I still have a GPA to maintain, and I don't know if I'll make it to CSF next semester.

I've eaten up a good chunk of my time, including weekends since play rehearsals go on then as well. I wouldn't mind so much if computers were available in the auditorium and I could work there with the few hours she'll give us during breaks and such, but they're not. And I don't have room in my bag for big fat books. And the fact that the males' schools have the same chem book would scare me from just holding on to three hardback books that make me keel over. I'm supposed to avoid them because of my scoliosis, too, but it's not like I'd have the guts to ask anyone to help me.

Author project. No procrastinating, says they. Sometimes I want to smack my sister for being able to pull off high quality things despite procrastinating. D: I'm trying not to procrastinate, but I do anyway, and this just messes up my schedule more so than ever. I should probably disappear from the online world for awhile considering the constraint on time. I have to stop taking naps and too many breaks. My brother got me into the habit of taking breaks, and I really regret it now. :| I really wish teachers could show us their plans for the entire quarter. That would make time management so much easier. I hate having to go by a day by day or partial week to week schedule. It's too limited for me. ._.

My sister keeps bothering me to start my experimental comic to update Yumble, but I now know that I REALLY can't start it anytime soon especially if I decide to try for the next semester play. >>; I thought drama class would be all about acting, but apparently I have to study about Ancient Greece and everything. I need to review notes with someone. Sophomore year was just as bad as I thought it would be, haha.
*slaps self*

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