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RECTAL PILLS. WITH STEROIDS IN IT.

I'm probably going to have to use them considering my stupid problem keeps getting worse. Honestly, I wish I had more time on my hands. I miss my freedom. ;____;

WHY? DO YOU WANT TO KNOW? I've mentioned it multiple times already, but since you had the courage to click the LJ-cut: hemorrhoids. I think I'm too comfortable with this considering I'm posting it online, but it is so effing annoying and I wish I'd never gotten it since I'll probably be due for surgery soon if my condition does not improve. And guess what?

It's not improving.

Nor is my scoliosis.

And my hearing is getting worse.

As well as my vision.

My nails also hurt more often and in different areas.

Since I have an 80% chance of getting diabetes, I'll probably get that, too.

Sometimes I wonder why I was born with this body. At least I have an excuse not to marry and have kids. Not that I like kids very much in the first place, but I wouldn't want to make their lives worse.

I don't blame my parents. It's not their fault; if they wanted kids, so be it. It's not their fault I received these genes. But nonetheless, I hate them to death. Watch me die a horrible death. 8D

I wish I weren't so stressed out. It would probaly help. DX
....WHAT'S UP WITH ATLUS AND IT'S FANCY LIMITED STUFF?! Growlanser V has soo much stuff it in. x_X; STOP IT ATLUS! Just because you release not so very popular titles here doesn't mean... *searches her wallet*

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