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My Lola Vicky appeared in my dream to say goodbye. She was standing in front of the doorway. IT was bright outside and there were green plants. It was the Philippines in some house I don't know of. I swear, it was really her. She told me, "Ngayon ka umiiyak?" ("You're crying now?"...that is, unless my Tagalog skills really ARE that bad...)and smiled and laughed. My teary eyes poured then. And when I woke up moments after that (she probably went out the door and I just don't remember), I started crying a lot.

Weirdly enough, all of this occurred before (or maybe some were after, since I fell asleep again afterwards) my own version of Xenosaga III gameplay and seeing my brother brutally murdered in our car by some random stranger who sticks weapons into our window. He died multiple times like Keiichi.

Still. I'm kind of happy yet sad at the same time. *sigh* I wonder how Mama's doing.

Went shopping today; had to suck up my guts and ask people, "What does it mean to 'really' love another person?"

My sister is addicted to XenoIII. I'm happy that chaos participates in a lot more jokes this time, which makes him cooler and less boring. KOS-MOS is still awesome.And that the voice acting is a lot better than the second. Wendee Lee must be a good director.Digimon-dubbed Tai as chaos never ceases to make me laugh. I still miss the stock thing, but the XenoIII>>>>>XenoII even still. I'll play it myself eventually. P3 is rated mature; saw that coming. That means I have to drag one of my siblings to get my preorder. Rawr.

EDIT:...I hate finding my story elements in other stories. Especially when it's a pretty major aspect of the other stories; even if it's minor, it ticks me off. It's been happening for years and I hate it. In this case, *kicks XenoIII* I'm not going to change my ideas since I've made up so much plot already, but still. DX

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