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I-I still haven't gotten past the "OH GOSH THIS IS EMBARRASSING WHAT AM I DOING" phase of RP-ing. Why. WHYYY. I can pretend to be perfectly okay mid-convo, but inside I'm just: THESE ARE PEOPLE. PEEEOOOPLE. THEY'RE JUDGING ME. DDDD8

Y'know. Typical Keyk stuff.

I don't know if RP-ing is good for me or not. I'll just retreat into my own stories in while I'm not on there. It scares the crud out of me, and yet I enjoy it, but, but...IT'S SCARY.

It's past 12:00 AM. Waah, sleep time.