Ah, I forgot to post this.

stolen from mansanas

If you read this journal,
even if I don't speak to you often,
post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want.
It can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.

Then post this on your journal.
See what people remember about you.

AX rant for days 3 and 4?:D; Later...I guess.^^;

The more I think...

--the more confused I get.

Does everything revolve around irony?  If there was no basic structure by which we label things sensical or nonsensical, then what makes things true and what makes things false?

What drives us to seek knowledge one way or another?  Why?
What purpose does this thirst hold and what purpose does the thing that quenches our thirst hold?

Perhaps we have no purpose after all.  Merely beings forced to wander aimlessly...seeking things we wish for, and in the end only to come out empty handed.

We live without any other reason than to do what a living person does.  In other words, live.  I still haven't found a full purpose to my life.  Still trying to walk and help myself up when I fall.  So the question constantly appears:

Why should I live?

This question has been asked numerous times throughout the flow of life.
Yet there is no complete answer.  Humans' knowledge is limited.  Still, we seek it.  This thirst rages, never fully quenched.

What's the point?  Was there ever a point?  Is it useless to find a point?

Humans constantly search for answers to riddles, even if in vain.  Vanity is commonplace.

I'm human...and even if I wished I was not, nothing would happen.  I'm human.

...

I've lost myself.  I really don't know where I'm going with these series of questions.
As stated earlier, The more I think, the more I get confused.  Maybe confusion drives us to thirst for answers, but only to become more confused.

Is there an end to any pathway?  Must one word always lead to another?  Must one thought bring birth to many others?

Eternity....or is it?

Is this the maze of life?  The chain of life?

Humans wandering, thinking they know where to go, only to become lost and continue doing so?

How strange.

Run away!@__@ Oh right, lj-cut.

( EDIT: Creepy piccy is in a LJ-cut )

~_~;; I am definitely NOT happy with this.

It looked better back when it was just plain lineart...but once it was colored. EEEW. x_x;

His eyes are way too big...it doesn't fit him at all.
That zipper is lower than it should be. That was due to a mistake on the collar, but still...it looks terrible
The belt is up too high. It makes it look like his waist, but it isn't.
The background...stripes...haha, aren't I creative. >_>;
And..and...those arms...are definitely unproportional. ~_~; It doesn't match the 3/4 angle at all!

Someone please teach me how to draw crossed arms. *stabs picture*

Then why did I post this, you ask? Constructive criticism please! x__x; Comments are fine too, I guess. ^^;

This was supposed to be a quick little doodle....but it took hours instead. *stabs her dead art skills* I didn't even get to reply to the comments I got! T__T Forgive me~

Uhhh...this character does not belong to me. He belongs to Nomura Tetsuya. He's the Final Fantasy Versus XIII character if you're wondering.

I want to improve...DD: I wish I could use guidelines, but whenever I use them, it becomes too demented!...but without them, they still look really demented. Gah!

I'll cut my rant off here. :P

EDIT: Or not...

Taken from reveria

1. Comment and I'll tell you what fandom I associate with you.
3. I'll tell you what icon I see on my friends list and know it's you.
2. Post this in your own journal so I can see what you associate with me.