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Jun. 7th, 2010 09:26 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
keykMy reply failing continues. The complaining too.
My agenda has been growing by the day and drawing has been pushed far down my list of priorities. Also, I find it hard to return to the fanart phase when I'm still on my originals phase. BlazBlue is not helping. I want to work on Counterpoint (1936au) THAT MUCH MORE. I also really like Jin's laugh. How the sprites will happen, I don't know, but we will make them! And I have programming skills to work on. Y-axes and X-axes and AIs and woohoos.
So you can assume this: I have lots on my agenda, but I am disgustingly distracted and not helping myself any. :| My sis is watching Angel Beats, but while it's still meh to me, it really bothers me because...because...IT'S ALMOST EXACTLY THE SAME AS EARLIER VERSIONS OF IMAGINATION FALL. Afterlife. School. ANGELS. Then I trashed it. >>; Mirror had purple hair and was essentially a YURI CLONE except Mirror was an angel, a far cry from what she is now. Doodz. I swear, if I was born elsewhere I'd be writing H-game plots (except it's not an H-game. But I do have a lot of H-game parallels from before. It just works out that way. S-s-somehow).
Anyway, it's not really that horrible since I do find it amusing, but ahahaha, life story spewing. Laugh at it as I might, my stories also fall victim to this writer-trap. The most I can do is make it seem at least more natural seeming. Oh, oh, but chapter 18 of Shiki was awesoome. Fujiryu had fun with that, I'll bet what with the medical explanations and such. If Shiki continues on this note, I might actually grow to like it a lot more! This badly constructed chunk of writing is all to say, why the heck am I so distracted.
Not motivated, working on Vanessa's story too much (so un-pro of me to have so many stories at once but WHATEVARRR), itching to get Counterpoint's direction established, the only fanart I feel like drawing is Houshin Engi but no cool compositions are coming to mind, I should draw Pokemon, I'm not in the CF groove anymore (I just don't feel like iiit), IF is still as barely established as it tends to be, daifuku-usagi I want to make that story happen and I am so sorry for not establishing Sonya yeet, SoG got stuck in a rut and since I'm not watching people play RPGs or playing one myself or on a Zektbach spree I am uninspired--in short I am being a lamewad.
I am hoping to shed my lamewaddedness by tomorrow. :S
My agenda has been growing by the day and drawing has been pushed far down my list of priorities. Also, I find it hard to return to the fanart phase when I'm still on my originals phase. BlazBlue is not helping. I want to work on Counterpoint (1936au) THAT MUCH MORE. I also really like Jin's laugh. How the sprites will happen, I don't know, but we will make them! And I have programming skills to work on. Y-axes and X-axes and AIs and woohoos.
So you can assume this: I have lots on my agenda, but I am disgustingly distracted and not helping myself any. :| My sis is watching Angel Beats, but while it's still meh to me, it really bothers me because...because...IT'S ALMOST EXACTLY THE SAME AS EARLIER VERSIONS OF IMAGINATION FALL. Afterlife. School. ANGELS. Then I trashed it. >>; Mirror had purple hair and was essentially a YURI CLONE except Mirror was an angel, a far cry from what she is now. Doodz. I swear, if I was born elsewhere I'd be writing H-game plots (except it's not an H-game. But I do have a lot of H-game parallels from before. It just works out that way. S-s-somehow).
Anyway, it's not really that horrible since I do find it amusing, but ahahaha, life story spewing. Laugh at it as I might, my stories also fall victim to this writer-trap. The most I can do is make it seem at least more natural seeming. Oh, oh, but chapter 18 of Shiki was awesoome. Fujiryu had fun with that, I'll bet what with the medical explanations and such. If Shiki continues on this note, I might actually grow to like it a lot more! This badly constructed chunk of writing is all to say, why the heck am I so distracted.
Not motivated, working on Vanessa's story too much (so un-pro of me to have so many stories at once but WHATEVARRR), itching to get Counterpoint's direction established, the only fanart I feel like drawing is Houshin Engi but no cool compositions are coming to mind, I should draw Pokemon, I'm not in the CF groove anymore (I just don't feel like iiit), IF is still as barely established as it tends to be, daifuku-usagi I want to make that story happen and I am so sorry for not establishing Sonya yeet, SoG got stuck in a rut and since I'm not watching people play RPGs or playing one myself or on a Zektbach spree I am uninspired--in short I am being a lamewad.
I am hoping to shed my lamewaddedness by tomorrow. :S
