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Jun. 5th, 2010 02:23 amTo kick this off, sorry for being the worst replier in the history of ever. :S
Today I am complaining: I am SPENT.
Graduation, parties, Grad Nite, stressing myself out over things instead of being productive, etc. I would love to be productive right now, but I am much too tired. I've discovered my inking pen has magically refilled itself (or something) so I've been practicing that to prep for drawing things for AX. I cleaned up the clutter on the floor of my room and spent some time on the surfaces, but I have no fan and it's getting hot, so I didn't vacuum or actively clean even though *my* family party is tomorrow...today, to be accurate. No, I didn't ask for one, nor did I arrange it, but it has to be celebrated because we're Filipinos who like food and family parties.
I slept past 4:00 AM for two days straight, too, so staying up late isn't difficult. Also, late night-early morning is my alone time, so I abuse it for myself. And I'd BE more productive right now (such as actually drawing for AX instead of measly practice stuff) if I had energy.
My predicted schedule has either remained unchanged or has worsened. I don't know which, and it's probably better that I not expend my energy figuring it out. I have bags under my eyes now (leaky capillariiiieesss), and I'm probably expected to look sharp for the party, and that's probably not going to happen. Oh well. Computer engineering training, go! I do not care if this does not make sense.
Today I am complaining: I am SPENT.
Graduation, parties, Grad Nite, stressing myself out over things instead of being productive, etc. I would love to be productive right now, but I am much too tired. I've discovered my inking pen has magically refilled itself (or something) so I've been practicing that to prep for drawing things for AX. I cleaned up the clutter on the floor of my room and spent some time on the surfaces, but I have no fan and it's getting hot, so I didn't vacuum or actively clean even though *my* family party is tomorrow...today, to be accurate. No, I didn't ask for one, nor did I arrange it, but it has to be celebrated because we're Filipinos who like food and family parties.
I slept past 4:00 AM for two days straight, too, so staying up late isn't difficult. Also, late night-early morning is my alone time, so I abuse it for myself. And I'd BE more productive right now (such as actually drawing for AX instead of measly practice stuff) if I had energy.
My predicted schedule has either remained unchanged or has worsened. I don't know which, and it's probably better that I not expend my energy figuring it out. I have bags under my eyes now (leaky capillariiiieesss), and I'm probably expected to look sharp for the party, and that's probably not going to happen. Oh well. Computer engineering training, go! I do not care if this does not make sense.