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Nov. 28th, 2009 12:19 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
keykI just want to throw it all in the air and go: Screw this.
Calc quiz 'round the corner. Anywhere caught up? Have I even understood anything the past few days? Not at all. Done one of the art reqs for my app, but don't know when to get the other done. Not to mention I still don't understand my sister's crit. Now I have this nagging feeling in the back of my head that the art teacher will reject it or it won't get accepted by the app people. Still have them projects to do, too. Speaking of apps I still have those college apps to get goin' on. If I hadn't gotten so sick, I would be so much more caught up with everything.
Also, my computer? Still out of commission.
I am unhappy. But I wish I were so much more apathetic. :/ I'm just not having fun, and nothing feels worth it. I'm not down in the dumps--though it sometimes feels that way--I'm not angry--though I get irritated easily nowadays--I'm not tired physically, but my mind seems to be. Just...What am I doing? Really.
It's already Saturday. Dadgum it.
Calc quiz 'round the corner. Anywhere caught up? Have I even understood anything the past few days? Not at all. Done one of the art reqs for my app, but don't know when to get the other done. Not to mention I still don't understand my sister's crit. Now I have this nagging feeling in the back of my head that the art teacher will reject it or it won't get accepted by the app people. Still have them projects to do, too. Speaking of apps I still have those college apps to get goin' on. If I hadn't gotten so sick, I would be so much more caught up with everything.
Also, my computer? Still out of commission.
I am unhappy. But I wish I were so much more apathetic. :/ I'm just not having fun, and nothing feels worth it. I'm not down in the dumps--though it sometimes feels that way--I'm not angry--though I get irritated easily nowadays--I'm not tired physically, but my mind seems to be. Just...What am I doing? Really.
It's already Saturday. Dadgum it.
