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Apr. 20th, 2009 05:55 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
keykOkay, so CA temperature just spiked. Morning felt great. Afternoon felt terrible. So I met up with the people who went to the A.P. Bio trip to Costa Rica. Seems like they had plenty of fun! Whitewater rafting, walking through a rainforest, helping sea turtles avoid being spotted by poachers--you know, awesome stuff. Most complaints I heard was going through customs. Here. HAHAHA, man, I hate going through there. They're such jerks.
Pleco is constipated, so I'm attempting to feed him edamame halves. We'll see if he eats them. They should help. He seems so...listless. Ever since our other fish died, he hasn't moved much. I feel really sorry for him. We've had him for ten years now. Yeah, I know I'm pretty useless when it came to taking care of him. Experience and overall failing at cleaning the tank deterred me from taking responsibility. Lame, and perhaps even lazy of me, but true.
This week is another week full of tests. And A.P. finals start next week. Fun, fun, fun in the friggin' sun. I really hope I can pass these classes. I can already feel myself crashing. Not good.
Are RPs working for me? I-I'm really not sure. I'm just so nervous all of the time--afraid to commit to what I'm doing. This is nothing at all like acting. Well, the people aspect of acting is about as frightening to me as the people aspect of RP-ing, so in that respect, they're similar. I-I'll stay at it for a bit longer. I just hope I won't start stressing over it. I have no guts when it comes to people, I really don't.
I really wish I had immersed myself into the book world sooner. I really want to read Sherlock Holmes and Arsene Lupin. So. badly. No, wait. Not now. NO. STUDY. Oooh, book fair this weeken--STUDY.
Pleco is constipated, so I'm attempting to feed him edamame halves. We'll see if he eats them. They should help. He seems so...listless. Ever since our other fish died, he hasn't moved much. I feel really sorry for him. We've had him for ten years now. Yeah, I know I'm pretty useless when it came to taking care of him. Experience and overall failing at cleaning the tank deterred me from taking responsibility. Lame, and perhaps even lazy of me, but true.
This week is another week full of tests. And A.P. finals start next week. Fun, fun, fun in the friggin' sun. I really hope I can pass these classes. I can already feel myself crashing. Not good.
Are RPs working for me? I-I'm really not sure. I'm just so nervous all of the time--afraid to commit to what I'm doing. This is nothing at all like acting. Well, the people aspect of acting is about as frightening to me as the people aspect of RP-ing, so in that respect, they're similar. I-I'll stay at it for a bit longer. I just hope I won't start stressing over it. I have no guts when it comes to people, I really don't.
I really wish I had immersed myself into the book world sooner. I really want to read Sherlock Holmes and Arsene Lupin. So. badly. No, wait. Not now. NO. STUDY. Oooh, book fair this weeken--STUDY.
