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Disappeared for a week or so?
I don't know...everyone says theology classes are stupid and useless and all...am I the only one that finds them useful? DX All these misconceptions about my religion and the biased religion classes I had all throughout grade school. I really need them. oxo; I hope I don't appear uber OMG EVERYTHING MUST FOLLOW GOD to the people I meet and stuff; I'm not like that. D: My closest friends tend to be atheist, which I think is fine and dandy. I just want to understand my religion better since it's not as biased, if at all, as some people see it.
Well, I'm only saying that since I'm taking that and Computer Lit. over summer. I've forgotten a lot about PowerPoint stuff already. ;_; And learning how to make a website?...UHH. WELL. ABOUT THAT....
I finished playing Hotel Dusk the other day. It was pretty fun, but was I the only person who thought it was pretty predictable? That's pretty rare for me. I still enjoyed it though. :D It was interesting nevertheless. :3
I'm getting enough sleep now that I only have two classes to deal with in school. I was even nice to my little cousin today. DDD: I didn't get annoyed at her and I actually gave her my good ponytail tying-mabob. DDD8
...I'm jealous of people who can play instruments really well. I can't even read notes without pausing every measure. x_x; I still don't know what exactly I'm talented at. :\ People say I'm talented at so and so, but since my brother and sister are always better than me in that so and so, I just don't see it. My inferiority complex is getting on my nerves. There has to be something of mine that I can be happy about. I always need their help in everything, which only furthers the danged complex. DX
Why do people come to me for their problems? I look anti-social to the point that my teacher told my parents that I was a snob (I was not happy about that especially since my self esteem was almost non-existent back then). How is my advice helpful in any way either? Heck, if I gave myself my own advice, I'd smack myself for its stupidity. And yet they say it helps. DDD: I chose a bad path out of my middle school-probably-adolescent-depression; I waited it out and expected too much out of high school. Seems like its reversed for the people I hang out with.
More sleep=more thinking for me. Although Less sleep=more thinking, too. Although the thinking is different for both.
Mom left for Missouri. Grandmother's birthday is soon! But thinking of that makes me think of my other grandmother. ;_;
I'm just not excited about AX anymore.
Well, I'm only saying that since I'm taking that and Computer Lit. over summer. I've forgotten a lot about PowerPoint stuff already. ;_; And learning how to make a website?...UHH. WELL. ABOUT THAT....
I finished playing Hotel Dusk the other day. It was pretty fun, but was I the only person who thought it was pretty predictable? That's pretty rare for me. I still enjoyed it though. :D It was interesting nevertheless. :3
I'm getting enough sleep now that I only have two classes to deal with in school. I was even nice to my little cousin today. DDD: I didn't get annoyed at her and I actually gave her my good ponytail tying-mabob. DDD8
...I'm jealous of people who can play instruments really well. I can't even read notes without pausing every measure. x_x; I still don't know what exactly I'm talented at. :\ People say I'm talented at so and so, but since my brother and sister are always better than me in that so and so, I just don't see it. My inferiority complex is getting on my nerves. There has to be something of mine that I can be happy about. I always need their help in everything, which only furthers the danged complex. DX
Why do people come to me for their problems? I look anti-social to the point that my teacher told my parents that I was a snob (I was not happy about that especially since my self esteem was almost non-existent back then). How is my advice helpful in any way either? Heck, if I gave myself my own advice, I'd smack myself for its stupidity. And yet they say it helps. DDD: I chose a bad path out of my middle school-probably-adolescent-depression; I waited it out and expected too much out of high school. Seems like its reversed for the people I hang out with.
More sleep=more thinking for me. Although Less sleep=more thinking, too. Although the thinking is different for both.
Mom left for Missouri. Grandmother's birthday is soon! But thinking of that makes me think of my other grandmother. ;_;
I'm just not excited about AX anymore.