Anyway... I'm sorry I'm going on so long. Maybe it's so long, it makes up a little for the comments you didn't get before on your journal...? ^^;; Well... I really hope you feel better. I know just how you feel. Just remember that people really do care about you... and just because I don't know you in person doesn't mean that it's any different. Like I said, you're still you, even if your shyness level changes drastically... your inner thoughts don't change. Don't brush it off if people tell you they care... even if it seems like they're just saying it to make you feel better or something, don't be so quick to dismiss it. Especially if it was in person... I mentioned before that if I were trying to tell you all this IRL, I wouldn't be able to pull my thoughts together. I would tell you I cared, but you might not believe it without evidence. But as you can see... would I have gone on this long and taken the time to think and type this much if I didn't care?
And, one last thing... you're not idiotic, you're not annoying, and I don't hate the ranting, at all. Sometimes it's just really good to rant and just let it all out... and also, if you do that, people can try to help, right? Like what I'm doing now. LJ is the perfect place to do it, since it's /your/ journal, where you can talk about whatever's going through /your/ head. If you feel the need to rant, go ahead. That's what it is for. ^^ It's your own space.
Okay. I think I'll finally stop now. ^^; I hope this helps you see things a little better... it's hard for me to talk about this kind of stuff, but everything I've said I've learned from personal experience. Things will gradually get better. There's light at the end of the tunnel!! And... if you ever need help getting over rocks along the way, I'll be sure to lend a helping hand. ^^ *hug* You can do it.
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winterfish
Part 2
Date: 2004-09-29 10:06 pm (UTC)Anyway... I'm sorry I'm going on so long. Maybe it's so long, it makes up a little for the comments you didn't get before on your journal...? ^^;; Well... I really hope you feel better. I know just how you feel. Just remember that people really do care about you... and just because I don't know you in person doesn't mean that it's any different. Like I said, you're still you, even if your shyness level changes drastically... your inner thoughts don't change. Don't brush it off if people tell you they care... even if it seems like they're just saying it to make you feel better or something, don't be so quick to dismiss it. Especially if it was in person... I mentioned before that if I were trying to tell you all this IRL, I wouldn't be able to pull my thoughts together. I would tell you I cared, but you might not believe it without evidence. But as you can see... would I have gone on this long and taken the time to think and type this much if I didn't care?
And, one last thing... you're not idiotic, you're not annoying, and I don't hate the ranting, at all. Sometimes it's just really good to rant and just let it all out... and also, if you do that, people can try to help, right? Like what I'm doing now. LJ is the perfect place to do it, since it's /your/ journal, where you can talk about whatever's going through /your/ head. If you feel the need to rant, go ahead. That's what it is for. ^^ It's your own space.
Okay. I think I'll finally stop now. ^^; I hope this helps you see things a little better... it's hard for me to talk about this kind of stuff, but everything I've said I've learned from personal experience. Things will gradually get better. There's light at the end of the tunnel!! And... if you ever need help getting over rocks along the way, I'll be sure to lend a helping hand. ^^ *hug* You can do it.