Brain fried.
Apr. 26th, 2009 11:15 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
keykHead crashing liek woah. Yesterday was painful. C-couldn't work. That means I'm REALLY behind now! If I finish two chapters today, and if I do two chapters on Monday and Tuesday, and do a refresher on Wednesday, I might be able to get a B on the final..?! I'm really not pushing myself that hard, but my body begs to differ. You're just reading! Sheeesh. I have a bunch of things planned for post-exam period. I'd better start cleaning after 'em! I'm going to draw a bunch of comic pages too! I can't wait. <33 But exams first! I sure hope I do well. I still have that problem where I feel like I need to match up with my brother and sister who passed all of their A.P. exams. And venting here is the way to go because I'm a social failure and can't vent to people no matter how hard I try!...I-I-I really hope I can fix my social problems one day. I don't think being embarrassed in front of every new person I meet is going to be helpful in the long run. Sometimes I wonder how I became this way even though I know fully well how.
I went to the book fair with my bro and sis, and I got a book on Italian vocab for five bucks! Whoo! I really hope I can take Italian classes one day and then go language crazy when I can. Languages have always amazed me. I mean, seriously! Who comes up with articles? all of those prepositions? pronouns? grammar rules? respectful phrasing? Man. My sis got a book on guns and NORMAN ROCKWELL. OMG. MY IDOL. I've loved you ever since I say your art on my uncle's large jigsaw puzzles! MAN. Just...MAAAAN. No Holmes or Lupin in the shelves I checked out, sadly. Good thing I didn't run into anyone I recognized!
My originals make me so happy, you have no idea. I retreat to them whenever I feel extremely embarrassed by the RP. I wish I could talk to SOMEONE there. So lonely...DD| I'm continuing to work on that 1930's AU, and Norman Rockwell and DC comics will now be our coloring style references! I'm providing lineart since my style is already a mesh of mine and my sis's depending on who I draw and what I want to convey in a character, and she'll color, and fix my bad proportions and such in the process! I still have the right to jab her if she takes out some intentional things I draw. >) I'm thinking browned newspaper cut-out look for the dialogue in the visual novel story parts. If we could do Hotel Dusk-y animation things with the Norman Rockwell coloring style, that'd be awesome, but, really, talk about time consuming!
Then there's that fighting game engine we'll have to develop. Wait ten years, and it'll come out!...or we'll just use Mugen, hahahaha. I can sympathize with fighting game story writers now, though--it's HARD. I'll make sure mine's decent though! I gotta start watching movies set in the 1930's--nothing like a good punch of inspiration! I won't give up! I'm so happy to be able to flesh out my characters in CF. I love them more and more...well, a good chunk of 'em at least. A bunch of them don't have enough to flesh out atm. I'll fix that, just you wait! A lot of people don't share the same tastes as I do when it comes to personalities, so I wouldn't be surprised if people end up hating 'em. I still love 'em, and they've gotten me out through many stressful times. I just need to start cracking! *huffs*
.........WAIT, I was studying! Gotta finish this chapter...!!
I went to the book fair with my bro and sis, and I got a book on Italian vocab for five bucks! Whoo! I really hope I can take Italian classes one day and then go language crazy when I can. Languages have always amazed me. I mean, seriously! Who comes up with articles? all of those prepositions? pronouns? grammar rules? respectful phrasing? Man. My sis got a book on guns and NORMAN ROCKWELL. OMG. MY IDOL. I've loved you ever since I say your art on my uncle's large jigsaw puzzles! MAN. Just...MAAAAN. No Holmes or Lupin in the shelves I checked out, sadly. Good thing I didn't run into anyone I recognized!
My originals make me so happy, you have no idea. I retreat to them whenever I feel extremely embarrassed by the RP. I wish I could talk to SOMEONE there. So lonely...DD| I'm continuing to work on that 1930's AU, and Norman Rockwell and DC comics will now be our coloring style references! I'm providing lineart since my style is already a mesh of mine and my sis's depending on who I draw and what I want to convey in a character, and she'll color, and fix my bad proportions and such in the process! I still have the right to jab her if she takes out some intentional things I draw. >) I'm thinking browned newspaper cut-out look for the dialogue in the visual novel story parts. If we could do Hotel Dusk-y animation things with the Norman Rockwell coloring style, that'd be awesome, but, really, talk about time consuming!
Then there's that fighting game engine we'll have to develop. Wait ten years, and it'll come out!...or we'll just use Mugen, hahahaha. I can sympathize with fighting game story writers now, though--it's HARD. I'll make sure mine's decent though! I gotta start watching movies set in the 1930's--nothing like a good punch of inspiration! I won't give up! I'm so happy to be able to flesh out my characters in CF. I love them more and more...well, a good chunk of 'em at least. A bunch of them don't have enough to flesh out atm. I'll fix that, just you wait! A lot of people don't share the same tastes as I do when it comes to personalities, so I wouldn't be surprised if people end up hating 'em. I still love 'em, and they've gotten me out through many stressful times. I just need to start cracking! *huffs*
.........WAIT, I was studying! Gotta finish this chapter...!!
